Wednesday, July 15, 2009

on coming home

I have no idea what awaits me tomorrow. I don't have the heart to see them pitying on me. This isn't pride. I am almost certain that the pain my mom's feeling right now can be twice the grief I have in my heart. I don't want them to see me in pain. And I also don't want to see them in pain. I don't want to come home. I want to forever evade the homecoming.

Father, I am surrendering everything to you. Please, make me strong. Prepare me in this kind of ordeal. Di ko na po kaya. Hirap na hirap na ako.

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