Sunday, July 19, 2009

Listen

While watching this Sunday's ASAP, I realized that if there's one best song that could describe what I am feeling right now, that would be Listen by Beyonce. I somehow feel alone as I traverse the crossroads. And that I am also done believing him.

No amount of words could explain the pain that I have been feeling now. I have been hurt by the most significant man in my life. I felt cheated and used. But I thank him anyway, that was the most honest thing I have ever heard from him. Such honesty will finally liberate from the lies and betrayals.

I may seem bitter but I don't hate him. You know, despite all the stuff he did to me, I am still thankful for the whole experience. I just can't hate him even if I earned my badge for abhorring him. Someday soon, I know, I will be able to forgive him. I will. And i will still pray for his continued happiness.

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

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