Holidays. Shopping. Foot in the Door. Angels

Today, the Filipino people are commemorating the deeds and sacrifices of our forefathers to preserve our sovereignty and liberation from the over hundreds of years of domination by other countries.

And what a coincidence that today's also my day off. And what better way to celebrate it? By indulging to my whims and caprices. Hahaha. It may be shallow but I feel happy today for the very reason that I feel like a normal Filipino even for this day only because thousands of them are resting too.

Instead of having another trip to the salon, I went shopping with my loves. I splurged on shoes (I bought 3 pairs at that!), bag, cosmetics and of course, FOOD!

A real case of love at first sight. Haha. My Black crisscross peep toe heels is my new baby. I enjoyed my day even if it burned a hole in my pocket.

My day would have been perfect if some nuisance did not send me PMs. Yes, as in many PMs that I never bothered to reply even once. I don't want to subject myself from any form of foot in the door tactics. NEVER AGAIN! I managed to live my life without him, then why bother to ask details? Besides, I don't believe in the idea of dead people resurrecting from their graves. I hope that I made my point loud and clear, "you are already dead".

I nearly cried tonight as I read Lamby's SMS. How sweet of him. The SMS reads:

Tnx Lea n Eklok. Super enjoy! Madel sayang wala ka! D tuloy kumpleto ang lambert's angels. Bigla ako nalungkot ng ako nalang nasa fx. Narealize ko na magiging kulang na angels ko kasi my aalis. The 3 of you are the most treasured girlfriends of mine! Tnx.

Whoa, Thanks too for saving my day. Lamby, your fallen angel will be back soon. I am not going to make my absence felt. I will always be around.

P.S: Will post the pics tomorrow.

Moments are what makes a relationship.

Dates, gifts, courtship efforts shouldn't be the basis of relationships. It's quality time together. It's those moments when your heart skips a beat, when you feel truly alive. These moments are those that inspires you to be better. And when problems arise, you can't always cover it with flowers and gifts. That's not how you solve them, it only makes people better. If every time you kiss and make up without even finding a solution for things, its kinda like decorating wounds with ribbons instead of applying antiseptics and bandages. You don't buy apologies

spent but happy

Retail therapy it is! I love, love life! I love you. I am happy again.

Tempura Cravings

I woke up this morning with an SMS in my Globe phone from Lamby. He was asking about my shift so that we could meet later today.

*****
To the most important man in my life, a Happy and Blessed Birthday! Daddy, I missed you and I love you so much. I will see you soon.

Happy First

Time really flies so fast. Who would have thought that I'd be celebrating my first today. The first taught me a lot of things. The stuff that i learned are so valuable that I am thinking of redrawing my life again.

*****
When I board the FX to work this morning, one station played a ceratin song that almost hit me. I don't know the title yet but the lines go:

I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left that we haven't try to do
One thing I'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past back anymore

*****

I am really happy where I am right now. I am busy writing letters to those I will left behind. Just a few but it's making me cry like there's no tomorrow.

Up

My first 3D experience.

Tuesday Love

I always loved Tuesdays but today is an exception. I woke up very early this morning so as not to be late. Manong drove me to MRT North Avenue station just on time but when I was about to board the MRT car, I remembered that I left my Swipe ID on my other bag.

I tried calling manong so that I'd come home with him to get the ID. too bad that he was past the Balintawak interchange. I had no choice but to take FX going to Bulacan. I reached home around 10am. After getting my swipe, I immediately went to tabang to take another ride to North Avenue.

My swipe says that I am in by 12:05pm. Almost 3 hours late from my shift. Effin day. Just when I was too excited like the molecules in gaseous phase. Hahaha.

It will never be Tuesday Love if nothing special happened today. Hihihi. I am getting all the kilig lately. Fetching me in Market, Dining in Serendra and Sending me home in one piece. Isn't he nice?

If only I could love again. Slowly but surely, I am facing my fears head on. I can now go to Trinoma sans the sad and empty feeling.

*****
Toby invited me to watch Up in 3D version tomorrow in Trinoma. Gee, I am super excited. My first movie after Transformers 2.

shorty

My day off will never be complete without me visiting Fix. I had the usual Powerdose treatment for my rebonded hair and then I mustered enough courage to cut it real short this time. Bob as in bob cut! Hahahaha.

One friend commented that "napakadami mo naman pera, di ka maubusan". Gee, I am earning 30k a month and I deserved to be pampered naman. Hihihi. I already lost count on the times I missed weekends and holidays because of that demanding work.

Also, an ex of mine would always blurt out that "kasalanan maging pangit kapag may pera ka". And so i am spending my earnings on the things that could improve my self confidence and esteem.

I have never look this good. Jesse james' "I look good without you" really fits me.

Sunday Drama

Every Sunday seems to be a day for drama. I can't clear my mind. And I can't stop myself from crying.

Can't help but agree.

Someday, we'll forget the pains, who caused the tears and why we cried.

We would finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge but letting things unfold in their own ways and that life is a blank book. After all, what matters is not the first but the last chapter which shows how well we ran the race.

So smile, laugh, forgive, believe and love over and over again.

*****

Happy Birthday, Ken! I'll see you on December. Excited na ako sa first Christmas ko sa States.

Take 3?

If Embassy Friday wont push through, I might as well eat at Tempura tonight instead.

*****

None took place between the two. But I had DQ with Gracielle tonight at Trinoma. I so love my Banana Split. So many tropical fruits in it. Yummy again.

*****

All things end, all things stop, all things fade. Greatest feeling in the world? It's when you start feeling good again after feeling awful for a long time.

*****

"The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I'd write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you'd gone on with your life and I didn't want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn't want to ever forget that - Nicholas Sparks"

Of Special Holidays and Long Weekends

Kuya Ryan is in HK since yesterday.

Lambert will have Bora weekend.

My siblings are playing Wii because they don't have classes tom.

Everyone in FB is thrilled about the long weekend.

But not me. I cannot honestly distinguish the days since I started working in Market. I get to have my rest day on Mondays wherein everyone is at work. I have missed on several holidays and weekends. I skipped attending Sunday masses in Guiguinto.

Tonight, I envy those who are working in Quezon City. They are too lucky for they only worked 3 days this week. Look at Kuya Ryan, he went to HK with office mates since Wednesday. Indeed, they are taking advantage of special holidays and long weekend.

Ditto with Lambert. The Rebisco people are on board to Bora tonight until Sunday. I am so green with envy! I wish that I could go there before my hibernation.

I wish that I could spend the long weekend like I used to. ZZZzzzz, lappie, chips and movies.

If there's one good thing about tom, it'll be the double pay and less congested MRT.

Philippine Daily Inquirer

And the work load continues...

Today, I rendered another 2 hours of over time just to cater to the whims of PDI's Lifestyle section writers. Now, I can't really say if I am still thrilled with all the representations and attention that my Department is getting from these big publishing names.

I can feel myself very exhausted from the very long board meetings. People keep on arguing and debating on what is hip and what is not. The pool of writers themselves can't even think and defend a very good theme for Sunday's issue.

Slowly, I am getting bored touring and debating to my department. I can recite my items even without batting an eyelash and stuttering. In one of the area tours, one writer asked about my personal details because according to her, my name is quite familiar. I simply replied it could be the article I contributed to the Young Blood section. Then she agreed and asked about the status of my heart. I just said that i am happy with my life.

And to end this very energy consuming day, I think that I deserved this pint of Banana Split from FIC. Thanks mom for always cheering me up. Now, I am going to sleep with a smile in my face. And hopefully dream of another pint. Hahaha.

Mega Magazine

I had so many meetings today.

Just before lunch, I attended the OIC meeting with Ms. Kat Rodriguez wherein I was bullied by other officers into staying in the company. They even asked me on what magic I possess for almost tripling the sales for periods 7 and 8.

Then, there's the dreaded meeting with the consultants. Ms. Gigi was nice enough with me. But I pity Ms. Leslie for all the lashing she got from Ms. Gigi. Twas so difficult to handle Ladies' Shoes Department. There's so many SKU's and variance to work on.

Finally, a meeting and presentation with Mega Magazine staff. I feel so elated to be in the boardroom. Imagine, they were all asking for my opinions in certain articles and items to be featured in the next issue. Hahaha. I am almost tempted to volunteer on writing the article myself. Being the supervisor of Ladies' Accessories and Bags, it is my pleasure to have our items published in that glossy and classy pages of Mega.

I am enjoying my work at Market. Aside from magazine meetings, I also get to have freebies. Hahaha. The best so far was the Euphoria Blossom by CK given by LuxAsia merchandiser. And not to mention the many Gift Certificates.

the many break up songs

When you break up with a significant other, all you want to do is stay in bed, curl up with some tissue, and listen to a good, sad song while crying your eyes out. Maybe you want a loud, angry song too, or a triumphant “I’m-glad-it’s-over” song you can bop to. However you feel, you need a song. Here are 10 of the best, anthemic breakup songs of all times (in no particular order).


1. "I Will Survive" (Gloria Gaynor)
I will survive
as long as I know how to love
I know I’ll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It’s the breakup song even your mom knows the lyrics to. It’s a classic, and great for singing karaoke to with your girlfriends. The upbeat tempo and campy appeal make this a great choice when breaking up means breaking free.


2. "Kwarto" (Sugarfree)

Mga liham ng nilihim kong pag-ibig
At litrato ng kahapong maligalig
Dahan-dahan kong inipon
Ngunit ngayo’y kailangan nang itapon

A beautiful, melancholy song for when a relationship has ended and all you are left with is a lonely room and a box full of memories.

3. "Without You" (Mariah Carey)

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

This song captures exactly how you feel when you break up with someone and realize what a mistake you’ve made.

4. All Out of Love (Air Supply)

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

It seems that Air Supply has got breakup songs down to an art. They did the original "Without You," and have done other breakup songs such as "Goodbye." But this has got to be their best. It’s got a memorable melody and a chorus you can belt out to.

5. "Survivor" (Destiny’s Child)

Now that you are out of my life, I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya-But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya-But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya-I laugh harder

So what if you’ve broken up? It’s not the end of the world. In fact, it’s the beginning of a new chapter in your life. This is a song for all you strong, independent women out there who don’t want to waste another minute moping about your ex.

6. "How Do I Live Without You" (Trisha Yearwood)

Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold
You’re my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my life


This song captures quite well the feelings of helplessness and loss you feel after a breakup.

7. "You Oughta Know" (Alanis Morissette)

'cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, as the old saying goes. What better song to help release your anger? It’s got smart and biting lyrics. This song rocks, and so do you. Let him know that in no uncertain terms.

8. "Someday We’ll Know" (New Radicals)

Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving, I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind


When it’s been ages since your breakup but you just can’t get over him, this song hits you straight in the gut with its bittersweet and heartfelt lyrics.

9. "Before I Let You Go" (Freestyle)

I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you that I'm always dreaming of

A huge hit in the late ‘90s with easy to remember lyrics for when you don’t want a breakup to happen, but have accepted the fact that it will.

10. "One Last Cry" (Brian McKnight)

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

This song is melodramatic, but in a good, soulful way. Its infectious R&B rhythm and lines people can relate to make it one of the best breakup songs of the last few decades.

RD

I miss waking up with the sunshine all over my face. It has been over a month that I would usually get up sans the sunrise. since its my rest day today, I am loving the sunshine as it blinds me.

Having breakfast in bed is one thing that I missed most. Eating toasted french bread and sipping hot choco while I lazily check my mail in my lappie. Can anything get better than that in the morning?

I almost stayed in bed the whole day. I got too addicted to FB that I can't get up. FB conversations are so stimulating and revealing. Gee, I am connected with Ardie again. I can still remember the HS days when I ditched him. Haha. He looks better now and he seems to improve intellectually.

Twas also today that one of my FB post hit 59 comments. They love me enough not to let me go. Whoa, enough of drama. All my bags are packed. And yes, I am ready to go. I also planned my gala until February next year. I am going to spend my Christmas in California with Ken's family. And i hope to meet Leslie, too. And on Valentine's day, I am going to meet up with the brats in HK. We will go shopping and we will DisneyLand ourselves. Hahaha. I am trying hard not to be too excited. No jinx, please?

Finally, Monday will not be called Pamper day if I am not to visit a spa or a salon. I had my mane treated today at Fix. My 2k is all worth it. I lurve the results. Hihihi. Who would have thought that I am nursing a broken heart? Or am I still? Hahaha. I don't know. But I am happy right now and I'd like to keep the status quo.

survived

I survived the last today. And it felt good.

FB and FS invites made me confused. What shall I do?

take two

Gee, I can't get enough of my all time favorite Yakitori Don that's why I had another serving at Tempura Japanese Grill with Bilog and Majoy. And for dessert, I had my new found love in green tea ice cream.

Sleepy.

My first ever SALE

I feel so tired today. There are so many tasks required of me. There was never a chance when i could eat my lunch on time. There's so much pressure and expectations at workplace. Why do I have to be Lea---the UP Manila graduate? Can I just be Lea---the workaholic employee of Market Market? Kidding.

Today is the first day of our 3-day "pay day" sale. My first ever SALE experience. The volume of people is tolerable. There isn't so much customers complaints. I guess we raked in enough moolah to maintain the top department spot. Hahaha.

Work really helped me a lot on my everyday undertakings. It kept me busy so that I could veer away from nonsensical thoughts. Yes, I am still a GC in a way. I bring home work loads so that I could present it the following day. Finally, I could utter the words "Thank You" because I have a slave driving job.

Thought for Today:

Forgiving is absolutely the most powerful way to get rid of anger. Forgetting is the most effective way to heal and move forward. Both are difficult, yet, necessary for us to live a better and a happy life.

dont make me change my mind

I came home earlier than the usual. I did my routine--- take a bath, brush my teeth and apply the many sticky creams. After all the kikay thingy, I went online. Tsk. and I wasn't prepared to read what was written on my FB wall. and it read:

I was looking at our pics in my cam,the sleepover,last night's fun dinner, then it suddenly came into my mind that you'll be leaving soon.it just felt like it was too soon, and you might laugh about this, but i cried! Haha. I just remembered the days or should i say the nights that i literally ran to you for comfort and to seek advice. It just felt sad that i wont be able to do that anymore since you are too far.haha! Seriously,i just want to thank you with my utmost sincerity,friend. And so we should make the most out of your remaining days,and party hard!:-P

Gee, I hate reading this. A note like this make me lose all my emotions. Damn, I don't need all this drama. I hate it not because I hate the people making mushy comments but because I don't want to give myself any room to change my mind. I feel that I have lost enough to even let this opportunity slip my hands. It is all that's left for me. I lost a partner so the next logical thing to do is to get rich. Hahaha.

Whew, as it draws near the 29th, my heart is breaking into pieces. Am I ready to leave everything behind? Well, I should. And I will.

The long wait is over

Indeed, patience is a virtue.

After more than 5 months of waiting for Tempura branch in Trinoma to open, I was finally able to eat my all time favorite yakitori don for dinner. It wasn't actually planned. We were supposed to watch "And I Love You So" but due to my tardiness, we weren't able to catch the 8pm screening. And so the Tempura dinner with my loves.

Must try: Green tea ice cream for dessert. 5 spoons. I can still taste the velvety texture in my tongue. Yummy.

In the circle of your arms, I will watch as worlds collide.

Work Updates:

-Still no luck with Ms. Jullie regarding my resignation. Help me, God.

-I did my first canvassing at Mega Mall. It was so much fun. I wish that i could do it everyday. Kudos to SM's Events Marketing team, today's fashion and beauty party was successful. I got to meet models like Joey Mead, Nicolette Bell, Raya Manaquil and Ornusa Cadness. Slender, bony and sexy---my ideal body. Haha. In my dreams.

-I wore the dress I bought in Women (Glorietta) especially for that canvassing. Everyone commented that I lost so much weight. And the dress looked good on me.

-I have 2 pending reports due tomorrow. I must work on that real soon or else, I'll be reprimanded. Whew.

-We will have a 3 day sale on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. And that meant working my ass off on weekends again.

Later

. . . I am going out on a movie date with some friends. I wish to enjoy it. Wrong, I'll see to it that I will enjoy it. And for that, I'll wear a dress. Hahaha

More updates later.

Up

Wouldn't it be nice to have more zzzz? Darn, I hate to be awake in this wee hour of the day. I don't want to think of weak and irrelevant stuff. Rar. Mt subconscious is very busy again, reminding me that today is the 16th. Tsk.

And so, on what could have been our 16th, I am forgiving him and myself for the failed attempt. Everything that happened after the 21st are all forgiven now but of course, never forgotten. I couldn't be bitter for so long. No amount of conditioning will make me hate you. I still wish for your happy ending. I sincerely want you to be happy.

It feels so good to finally let go and move on from the ordeal.

Happy because...

Twas my off today and it's too bad that I wasn't able to update this again. Tsk. Is this another case of "I am too happy to blog" again? Oh no, tis can't be. It'll be a very busy week for me. Let me vent but take note, I am not complaining. Hahaha.

Reasons why I am happy today:

1. I get to rest and do normal stuff before employment.

2. Seeing it before my very eyes freed me from unnecessary drama. We call it in debate class as Prima Facie evidence.

3. Kelly Pickler's "best days of your life" is my new anthem. Hahaha.

4. It'll be Lady Gaga's concert tomorrow.

5. And I love you so opening on Wednesday. And yes, I'll be watching it with friends.

6. It'll be Friday Emabassy and Ascend with my sorority sisters. They call it "coming out party".

7. It's pay day on Friday and I will have so much moolah again.

8. Off to south tom for more stress.

9. My first canvassing experience at SM Makati and Landmark on Wednesday.

10. God is always good. he never fails to carry me when the load is uber heavy to carry. Papa God, thank you po. I love you.

My days are numbered. I'll make sure that I will enjoy every single day left. No ghost to haunt me. You are not to affect my mood. Haha. Funny, but I still wish for your happy ending. I am happy for you. may you find the mother in her. Hihihi.

tsk,

I wasn't able to resign today. Another failed attempt with Ms. Jullie.

Hello Haggard Weekend

Here are my Things to do for this weekend (alone).

Aug. 08

Finish the Variance Report
-Kids’
-Ladies’
-Men’s

Prepare my weekly CSL Reports

Tender my resignation letter

Attend the 7:30am Awarding Ceremony

Summarize departmental reports
-attendance
-tardiness
-violations

Work on my bimonthly Learning Report

Aug. 09

Submit the weekly CSL Report
-Kids’
-Ladies’
-Men’s

Have the IT Dept. check the final variance report

Submit the Learning Report and the Daily Journal

Meet with the Store Manager (goodluck!)

Department Eat out for Lilybeth’s Birthday

Drafts

I am feeling too sleepy to draft my resignation. Why are they holding me now? I made myself very clear that I have pending applications abroad. Hay. It'll be our awarding ceremony tomorrow, the departments that I am handling are ranks 1 and 3. Hahaha. My supervisory skills are great. Market is just bitter to lose someone as great as I am.

September 29 is the date. I am feeling half hearted now.

Unexpected Phone Call

That's all I need and I am off to recovery.
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This will be a year of healing for me. It's about becoming whole where you've been in pieces, gaining strength where there has been vulnerability and removing regret and resentment. At various points in the past, all these things have stopped me from fulfilling my true potential. Each time I have reached within myself for a talent, an objective insight or a simple ability to enjoy life, I have encountered a memory of a time when something went badly wrong. Even now, to think about this experience makes me feel negative, pessimistic or just plain afraid.

Here comes a chance to look at what has been difficult and ask why. I also get to see how various factors which once seemed powerful and prevalent are now weak and irrelevant. I need to regain a precious sense of perspective and in the process of restoring this level of understanding, I should start seeing how to forgive but not forget. Whenever I feel that I can't forgive, I hurt myself far more than I hurt the perpetrator of whatever harm has been done. Not forgetting would simply mean that there is a reminder on not committing that same mistake again. We have to keep the memory but let go of the pain. That is healing's great challenge and the reason why some people find it hard. Sometimes anger, resentment and irritation become forces that motivate us. That's not always bad, but it eats us up within. I need to stop something from eating me up from within. I need to look at why it is that keeps making mistakes or going round in circles.

There is something superwoman about me. When I am at my best, nothing can stop me. But not when I am hurting. Not when something within me isn't straight within itself. This year, I have to get to move on. All kinds of help from different set of people are highly appreciated. But I know that I have to be willing to put aside a pain that has long informed my choices - not always in a positive way. I have to face my own darkness and replace it with light. The courage to do that may take a while to find but it is something I will only benefit from finding.

variance

I was too tired and sleepy last night to even go online. Hence, the no Blogspot update. I am still sleepy now but the variance report is too over powering that I really have to work in this wee hour.

Rar. My head is aching like hell. I feel like vomiting.

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Today could have been our 22nd. Sad.

raindrops

The rain is too hard that I feel the need to turn off the fan and grab a thicker linen. I badly need some warmth, anyone?

seeing is

... more painful than knowing. I don't know what's wrong with me but I keep on torturing myself. I love those self inflicted pain that make me feel depressed for days. Just when I thought that I am perfectly fine, discoveries will hit me ten folds. I should always heed the old adage that says "what you don't know, will not hurt you".

I saw it with my very eyes. All smiles. What a sight to behold. I envy you, really. I missed to be in that place. It pains to see how things have turned. All that's left for me were memories that will never ever happen again.

I am back to square one AGAIN. Feeling hurt and bitter. Maybe going away is the answer. Maybe when I am million miles away, I can muster the courage to leave the past behind. And have a non-complicated life.

I want to be happy, again.

To F

After a very good day today, I decided to open my lappie to check mails and other stuff. I have no idea that I am in for a big surprise. I will surely blog tonight. But the content I had in my mind was all about the realizations I had in this Sunday's sermon by our Parish priest. But things turned upside down.

Friendster is the last social networking site that I usually open. Out of missing the adorable kids, I clicked on their account. I was stunned to see that Ate Cha and I no longer have a common friend. I can't believe it with my very eyes. I refreshed the site again. Voila! He already deleted me. I froze in disbelief. Then the hurt feeling hit me. How could he do that to me? Does he hate me that much?

For the first time, I can now say that I abhor him. I hate him so much. It pains me to feel this. I thought that I have already moved on but this development still affected me. More than the PSP and DSLR confession, tonight's discovery caused me so much pain and hatred that I want to tear every piece of memory that I saved.

I can't help but cry. Pour all the emotions that I kept for so long. Until the very end, I tried to save everything that I can. I did my best in that relationship. I just don't feel that I deserved all these. Even after the falling out, I remained to be nice with F. I refrained myself from having any verbal tussle with him.

To F, you are so unfair. I hate you from my very bones. I just wish that someone will love you again despite your bearing. You are such a loser. Deleting me in your FS will not delete the fact that I made you happy. You are at your happiest when we were together. Wala ng magmamahal sayo the way I did.

What Weekend?

Since I started working seriously, I am becoming too lazy to update this blogsite. My will power isn't that strong to fight off the desire to just sleep. Gee, my work is taking a toll on me. I cannot even distinguish the days. Everyday seemed to be just the same, all work.

It is so disheartening to work on weekends. Imagine that everyone is at home---sleeping leisurely and while I am writing reports. Grrr. If I could only pull the time to 6:30pm, I would. The volume of work is so high that I always miss my coffee break. I can't even go online at work because I fear that I would spend more time chatting to YM friends than working on my tasks.

However, it is not all bad. I am proud to say that in just a short period of time, I was able to learn a lot when it comes to retailing. I feel so adept in the daily operations. I get to practice my Marketing, Public Relations, and Organizational Development knowledge. Plus the pay is good enough to finance my whims. Ang dami ko na ulit pera!

It'll be my off tomorrow. And my weekend will be spent for God and for pampering. After the morning mass, I will visit Tita Chit for my DP and skin bleaching. Afterwards, I will have my hair treated at Tony's. Also, I will get lots of ZZZzzz.

So what is weekend? Weekend is about working my ass off to pay for my pampering endeavors.