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Happy Birthday, Sir Barrera

Hello Preliminaries

Preliminary Examinations officially begun today.

Dengue Positive

Here I am again. Lying in the same uncomfy bed. Dextrosed for nourishment. And taking pains of the hospital feel and smell.

I woke up this morning with high fever, severe headache with vomitting. Paranoid as ever, I was rushed in the hospital for proper care.

As suspected, after two blood testings, I am dengue positive. But only a mild case. Good thing that I was brought to the hospital asap before I experience bleeding.

Hay. That fucking mosquito has a very good timing. Tsk. Goodluck to me. It is only three days left before Prelims.

Note to self: dengue positive or not, you ought to get a minimum rating of 90 percent in all your subjects. I am such a masochist.

Aral-aralan

While having my Persons class, I got a call from Nico inviting me yet again for another 'intellectual discussion' aka NLEX aral-aralan in Shell Balagtas. This time, we studied for Political Law. He is reviewing for his Prelims while I am memorizing Article V of the 1987 Constitution.

Suffrage, the right to vote, was developed from two parallel and complementary lines. Firstly, from a statutory right to constitutional right transition. The 1973 Consti made it an obligation but the 1987 Consti removed such obligation thereby allowing:
a. all citizens of the Philippines not disqualified by law;
b. atleast 18 years old;
c. domiciled in the Phil for 1 year and resided in the place where he intends to vote for atleast 6 months; and

It is to take note that there is no literacy, property and other substantive requirements needed for a person to exercise his right.

Secondly, the other line is that suffrage used to be a right belonging to male illustrado only; then given to literate women; and finally to unlettered 18 year olds (by virtue of the 1987 Constitution).

So far, tonight's aral-aralan is productive.

Shrooms Overload

Because it is Tuesday today, it only means one thing: hell day. As I have always complained, the combination of Political and Criminal Laws subjects is way too exhausting.

Political Law is very time consuming for there are plenty of cases to read and digest. Not to mention the ala cross examination feel during recitations. Well, lucky me bacause I always get to ace my recit in this class. Can't thank enough my OrCom training for it has prepared me well for Law school.

As for Criminal Law, the many articles and provisions in the Revised Penal Code (RPC) to memorize is too taxing. Articles eleven to fourteen is suicide!

Wherefore, after a long and stressful day, classmates and I decided to pig-out. We had dinner in Mushroom Burger along West Avenue, Quezon City. I ordered for meal C3---a combination of Pancit Canton delight and regular mushroom burger with drinks (I opted for Tropicana).

Held:
3.5 spoons for Pancit Canton and 4 bites for the burger.

Weird

I don't know what the eff is wrong with Nico but he sounds so nonsense and weird in his phone call. Also, I am so skeptic on his state. I am wonderinng if he is just pulling out a joke or he's really feeling burdened.

Gee, I am not used to hearing and knowing that other side of him. I have always known him to be the ever bubbly and stress free person that he was/is.

Just last friday, I agreed to meet up with him in Petron Bocaue to be his study partner. I knew in my heart that it'll never yield to anything productive but I indulged nevertheless.

All for a friend drama again. Hay.

Hello! Hello!

Yey, its been a while since my last post here so I thought of updating this personal space of mine. I really want to write down all my thoughts like I used to but I am sleepy already. Boo me!

Last Sunday, I went out to have dinner with Pio. He went here and asked me to. Looked like I don't have much of a choice so I gave in. Gee, he still looks HOT! Very articulate as ever---he is a good example of form vs. substance. Hahaha.

Busted

I am.

My heart is pounding like I run 5km. Shit, I hate this feeling. I am feeling guilty all the more. Why am I such a coward? I must face him soon. Rar.

3 days before I became jobless, I went permanently offline to Ken. That was more of a social experiment for me. I am tried to be independent---without having to divulge my future plans with him. I want to be my own person again. willed and hard headed. It's not that I hate having someone to police my thoughts or whatever, but I just wanted to go back to my old form. I don't like being inhibited. Because the more you say no, the more I do the otherwise.

Five minutes ago, he sent a PM using his old account. Yes, he saw me online! And I went offline that very moment. Kaloka. Malay ko ba naman maiisipan nya gamitin pa yun?! Now, I am using my allergic to eggs account just to avoid him. I am not ready to face him. I have no valid excuse. Nor an excuse for that matter. I know that sorry will not be enough. Never.

Garcia

Gee, he is tormenting me again. Tsk. He may have set my fixation for skin heads but it doesn't mean that I am open to open relationships. Hahaha. Alright, I had this huge crush on him when I was in 3rd year HS. Whole day SMS exchanges and late night phone calls lasted for 6 months--ended when summer came and I got too busy with our shop (as Pio fondly refers to our tindahan). Then Senior year came with no communication at all until I found out from Ingga that he and Melai were in a relationship sometime in October (Senior Year). From then on, I ignored him. Well, admittedly I was jealous and inis to Melai.

When Pio and I broke up on August of 2008, he then surfaced again. We even had few drinks in 10th then brought me home with his not so new car. Twas when he asked me if I am open to open relationships. Like no strings attached sort of thingy. I said no. He tried to kiss me but I veered away. No way!

And when I was in a relationship with F, he tried to hit on me again. He knows how I love star gazing so almost every chance he could have, he would call to say let's go sky watching in your roof deck. There were endless invites to go out of town with their barkada but were rejected of course because I have F then. I almost watched Transformers with him but Pio asked me too so I had to make excuses like something came up. I don't know what happened to me then but I had this growing fascination with P around May-June. Nevermind.

So for the whole month of February this year, we started talking (phone) and chatting again. Gee, I thought those were innocent SMS and PMs like "lapit na ng bday natin" so I thought of replying. Shit, I am threading a dangerous ground now. Why do I get kilig whenever we communicate? No, this can't be.

I am engaged to K.

I have promised RF that I'd be enrolling to UST Civil Law come June because he'd be pursuing Civil Eng in the same school too.

And now, Red's confession is bugging me. Lord, help!

On Rehab

I am trying to suppress my heart's desire to blog because I don't have wonderful things to say. My ego was brutally lambasted by some girl. Gee, maybe educated but not civilized. Buy some class. Try rhinoplasty :)

Eat you Heart Out in the coming days

Educated but not civilized---this is one liner that aptly describes someone like you.

Weng Weng

must try at jack's Loft

the night that was

pagod na

but catching up with romina ng. ang saya!

Late Drama

More than 6 months have passed. Tonight...I hear for the first time the same familiar voice that made me smile for years.

Woot. The bride is oh so excited. 16 more days!

Drama Never Ends

Samsung Star ringing...

Me: Oh bakit ka tumatawag?
Him: Nalaman ko na may mga video ako, paki-delete nalang.

Rewind two days ago...

april (1/31/2010 3:49:09 PM): may inupload akong video mo.hahahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:18 PM): video ko? kelan yan?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:25 PM): see for it
april (1/31/2010 3:49:27 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:32 PM): fb?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:43 PM): yes!
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:47 PM): i hate you
april (1/31/2010 3:49:53 PM): hahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:01 PM): i hate you
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:04 PM): gaga ka
april (1/31/2010 3:51:11 PM): love you too
april (1/31/2010 3:51:12 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:18 PM): ano ba yan? isusumpa ako ni architect
april (1/31/2010 4:02:25 PM): bakit naman?
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:56 PM): he hates me, remember?
april (1/31/2010 4:03:07 PM): ang OA naman niya
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:04:43 PM): ahaha. i dont know
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:12:42 PM): ligo na ako. mass na later

Rewind to yesterday...

In an SMS retaliation: "Stupid. How can I delete something I didn't upload myself?".

Today, around 3am...

Because I slept way too early than my bedtime, I woke up around 3:30 this morning. And so I checked my phone for SMS. There were several but one message sent a good morning message to my senses. Twas him again! Grrr. When will the drama ends? How many times do I have to tell you that I was just tagged? I told April to delete it but to no avail.

Honestly, there were no photos,link, videos of you prior to the uploading of that very big deal video of you singing. People have no time to talk about you, nor care. Aren't you getting conceited here?

You know what, I can't help but feel a bit sad about us. I remembered myself during the course of the relationship not asking/searching for information. I just waited for you to volunteer those. Never bothered to ask the names of the exes. Who you had sex with and likes. So my question now, why didn't you protect me for old time's sake? I knew you to be "madaldal" but volunteering info to people who don't even know me (like me getting sick) is something I had some reservations.

If there's one thing that worked for me in the past 6 months, it's an unsolicited advice I learned from Gossip Girl.

"What you don't know will not hurt you".

I learned to live by this. I stopped looking and searching because I don't want to regret what I may be able to find. So if you view my page, it is at your own risk. No one invited you there.

XOXO

barking at the wrong tree

Maybe tomorrow I'll said my piece, but for now, I am plain sleepy to argue. You know what, there's no warrant to your claims, more so of prima facie. So don't argue with me. You and I are irrelevant already. You made your choice. I respected yours. And I am so happy for you.

But I don't regret retaliating a while back. More so calling you stupid. Common sense, how can you delete something you didn't upload yourself? Not unless if you hacked the account. And that reminded me about "One Sweet(s) Night" album I had with Lamby which was deleted. And my puppy love album's title changed.

2 concepts related to Rejection

Pain and Resiliency.

This Sunday’s sermon is about the many rejection one person goes through in his/her entire life. Admittedly, it’s such a pain. And as much as possible, no one wants to experience it. Well, who would, in the first place? But its through rejections that you can see the value of winning—savor it because you’ve been through alot. And life shouldn’t just stop there. Do not nurture the hurt feelings. Move. Bounce back. Be resilient.

I am sharing this sermon because I had experienced alot of these. And yes, I am standing still—trying to held my head high. You know what, in my almost 23 years of existence, I have experienced all different kinds of pain from rejections. Be it on Academics, friendships, romantic relationships, careers—-basta life in general.

24th

Its only January and I have accumulated 24 pairs of shoes. Lord, forgive me. I just couldn't contain myself upon seeing the Zara bondage shoes. I so love it!

Keep them coming

Drama and work load never ends. Will it be? Akala ko naman dense na ako.

Wow, fan much?!

Last night, I went to FF RCBC for my swimming/cardio work out. And I brought Cami with me so she'd experience how it is at Fitness First. Gee, I hope that she signs up herself too. Cami, I missed you so. Had so much fun catching up with you.

Also at FF, I met up with Kuya Andy to get my AK diamond watch from Ken. Whoa, he is super hot forever. Hahaha. Looking at my watch now, I am happy and super light headed.

Back to reality.

On my way to work from Makati, I made a mental note to check on broadsheets because I know that his name will be in it. And I was right, Architecture Licensure Exam landed on the front pages of Phil Star and Manila Bulletin. And you guessed it right, I bought copies. Hahaha.


Nah, no one can blame me for feeling this way. I am happy for him. And super proud at that! We may no longer be together and I know that I have nothing to contribute in the success but I am just so happy that someone I know personally made it. Come on, be sensible and don't frown. Wink! Consider me a fan.

And F Made it

Papa God, thank You for all the blessings. I can't thank You enough for giving us what is due for all of us. You truly are the best.

I tried so hard not to blog about it for fears that I might be misconstrued again. Alright, I have been a stalker to the point that I know whatever is it that's happening in his life. No one's actually updating me. I just happen to know. Hahaha. Clairvoyance much?

Kidding aside, I was so restless and frazzled as I google for the Arki board results. So okay, Top 10 are always the first to surface. 1, 2, 3....4! Franco Lintag Flores---UST---85.20%. To say that I was shocked is an overstatement. Shucks, I was overjoyed! Imagine, someone I know personally ranked 4th in the recently concluded ALE.

I am so proud of you. I never doubted your capacity to become great. Finally, you are few steps toward your goals. You are great and you deserve only the best. Thank you for picking up my call, Congratulations!

PS: Yay, my September 2008 entry is amazing. I saw it coming then.

Straticiella & Sansrival

Feeling oh so sad from work, I decided to skip my Yoga class tonight and binge in Amici Annex instead. Whoa, I woke up this morning conditioned to sweat my bootie in FF because I am going to strut myself in my new bikinis. Hahaha. I am scheduled to have my swimming/cardio work out in FF RCBC with the girls tomorrow. Rar. Hello fats. Oink. Oink. Oink.

RF bought Samsung HD already. After oh so many deliberations. Tsk. You are so mapera ever. What would become of us? Ang gastos natin!

Yoga is Love

whoa, for the first time, I got on my class on time. Yes, was at FF before 6pm because I was too lazy to go back to the office after sampling for Babyland and Moana.

Yey! I can do perfect splits and bending again. I don't know if its because I did gymnastics and ballet when I was young or I am payat na talaga. Hahaha.

Someday, I will become a Yoga teacher. Namaste!

Why Sunday is Love

Dear Lord, thank You for everything.

Sleepless

And drowning. Yes, in a swimming pool full of thoughts. So many realizations. So many what nots. And oh so many effin' coincidences. My, why is it that my affair is somewhat patterned or copied? Is this a trend? A penchant (like I always go for Tomasinos)? Hahaha.

I really don't know but I feel like I am a lost flock right now. Sleepovers at Sikatuna are always enlightening and liberating. Alright, last night I bared my soul out. I admitted to her the one thing I kept on denying thinking that it will save me from "ang tanga mo" remarks.

Surprisingly, she was all ears. Giving me all the time in the world to reflect on such actions. Well, there was no remorse. I grew to become a woman in that affair. I learned a lot. He may be the one person that unleashes all the inhibitions in me. He was the one I needed to surprise myself on the things I never thought I would ever do. So, thank you.

P.S: I kinda feel lost but I am happy. Finally someone was able to penetrate the icy facade. If dreams are real, gosh, kill me now. I so desire you. Haha. RF <3

Maybe, it was love. Love not bound to last but very enjoyable, nevertheless. It was a worthwhile experience.

Dead. Fantasies. Dreams

I am so over it. I am done. I did my best.

But there will always be some unforeseen matters that take place. Had you made up your mind, maybe we are not in this predicament. Don't get me wrong. I am not alluding that you are stupid. Gee,you are indeed stupid! No amount of consolation will ever make me change my mind about quitting.

Yeah, the pay is good but I feel like I am working on every cent of it. Rar. My college allowance is as much. And that adds up to my heartaches. I sometimes wonder on why do I have to work like there's no tomorrow when my father can surely provide for us.

If I wasn't that hard headed, maybe things are so much fine now. Had I continued my studies and enrolled to UST for law schooling, I don't have to feel the work heartaches. So many maybe's. Maybe, we still are. Oh crap. This is a work related entry. Hahaha.

UBE

I just had an UBE with my Pampanga friends. Yep, another Ultimate Bonding Experience at Mann Hann and Conti's. Whoa, what a very sinful night! So much carbs and I have not been to FF in 2 weeks now. Gosh, I am spending 3,400 pesos a month and I don't make sulit of that. Grrr.

Another ube. That sweet and rich yum from Good Shepherd Baguio courtesy of Tel. actually, that was her peace offering to me. Hahaha. How sweet of Tel because she remembered the many times I bugged her for that. Well, Kristel...I used to bug you about it because I want to give F that and NOT because I like eating that. Thanks nevertheless.

Big Bert's and Fish Eye

Today, I had sampling at Gift Gate's office in Donya Imelda QC wherever office. Hahaha. The address isn't familiar so I tried wikimapia and google but I got lost nevertheless. Yay, I am so dumb when it comes to directions. Tsk.

Moving on, the sampling went fine. PW will say hello to kitty's abode in RP Ermita branch. Yey to me! I closed another deal. Yey because I am close to my target date of resignation. So I went out of the building thinking how am I going back to the office. 15 steps away from the building, I was surprised to see a very familiar signage. The signage says "Big Bert's". Alright, I remembered him again but that was just it. I didn't let it get to me. I just read it in passing then I hailed the cab back to office.

Memories of you are everywhere. Especially on sampling dates. Yay!

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I learned a new concept today. Courtesy of my UPM batchmates, Cami and Kara. Because of Cami's remark, I had to post on my YM status "what's a fish eye lens?". And then Kara was so gracious enough to answer my stat. Hahaha. Iyon pala yun. Haha. Good job, Cami! You are forgiven for bailing out on us last weekend. Hahaha.

Ms. Understood

is my new blogspot account. And that's for the UPM community.

Will update this tom. I am super cramming my presentation. Help! Will you do the perspectives for me?

And Again

I am under the weather.
I didn't report to work.
I missed the cut off for Jan 23 exam.
I am behind schedules again.
I am such a twitter addict.
I am eating nonstop. Hello belly fats!
I miss going to FF.
I have my period last night.
I am feeling lazy.
I didn't have trans today.
I am over fatigued over the weekend acts.
I am happy.
I am in love :)

Realizations

Below is a collage of last night's warrior up at ||:encore:



1. No matter how long you didn't get to see one another, friends will always be friends. Gee, not even a hint of awkwardness. Haha. Everything seems yesterday, very vivid. I so love my college buddies. Till next month for another warrior up night!

2. What you are/were subjected to has strong repercussions to your future. No worries Cams, I am just here.

3. People have reasons for getting back on each others arms. Give them the chance. And be happy for them.

4. I feel oh so guilty for Kris' interview on THE BUZZ today. I wasn't able to watch it but I googled and watched it on Ytube. I feel bad for her, really. Tsk. And her tell all interview hit me. Sometime ago, I rang ex's mobile. But never had the guts to speak with him---I just wanted to hear his voice or maybe say adieu before my flight (which I skipped). Hahaha. Anyways,I feel guilty that I was so thoughtless and inconsiderate. What would the gf feel then? Yay. My long over due apology for that.

5. Perhaps it's best to live with the possibility that around any corner, at any time, may come the person who reminds you of your own capacity to surprise yourself, to put at risk everything that's dear to you. Who reminds you of the distances we have to bridge to begin to know anything about one another. Who reminds you that what seems to be---even about yourself---may not be.

6. I am happy today. I am slowly learning to count my blessings. Amen.

I am excited to work tom. I must. I love you.

Out for tonight

Aint sure if I can blog tonight because I'll be out with my girlfriends. Hahaha. Im super excited to wear my new pumps and wetseal top. I love!

Content

Last night, I had a sleep over ate Fran's in Sikatuna. And I brought Coco with me because he badly needs some grooming from Pet Express. And so today at work, Coco is here with me. Hahaha. Good thing, my bosses are dog lovers too.

Slowly, I am becoming one. Almost there. Slowly getting there.

P.S.: Me missin' RF.

Star and Hosp Wi-Fi

I am having my check up and that blue signal made my day. Hahaha. May wi-fi na dito! See? I so love my star phone. me tweetin again.

Perspectives

I am now learning to make perspectives. No CAD or 3D thingy, just Google Sketch Up. It isn’t my thing but I seem to enjoy it. Its showing how trying hard I am. Hahaha. Store visits tomorrow!

She made me miss you more

I had an expected SMS conversation with my "never materialized sister in law". Hahaha. Kidding aside, I am the very assertive godparent of her baby boy, K. The conversation took almost whole day. Major catching up with each other lives. Never thought that I could open up matters like that with her.

Oh well, God bless on tomorrow's interview. Mae's dad is expecting you. And yes, you made me miss him more.

Your Day

Everywhere I go, memories of you haunt me. I sometimes wonder that I will never ever be able to go and move on from the ordeal. Tsk.

This morning, on my way to work, the van smelled you. That Por Homme is so strong and so sniff worthy that it transported me back to the olden days. Tsk. How I want to tackle you and sniff that scent to my heart's desire. Consequently, I remembered Nim's Island movie, and how I smelled it on that white shirt.

Because the meeting was set in Richwell Trading's office (in Q.Ave), I passed by Angelicum College or the Sto. Domingo church. I saw an announcement about enriching spiritual life that is sponsored by The Lord's Flock. I kept on refreshing my memory why that religious community seems to be so familiar. Voila! That's the same prayer meeting group he went to years ago (and almost had an accident in north-west ave area).

Rar. Him again. Tsk.

After the meeting, I dropped by BIR regional office along Delta. While waiting for my TIN number, I thought of his mother for she works on the same government agency but in a different branch. And it hit me that I have not shipped my Christmas gifts for them yet.

So after BIR, I hurriedly went back to office. I was trying to make it before lunch time because Celine will treat us for lunch. Haha. Happy Birthday, Celine! And so I took a cab---in the cab driver's effort to make short cuts, I saw 3 Charades. Why are there so many Charades near Gilmore-Broadway area?! Tsk.

Thanks to my work load, I haven't noticed the time. When it was time to go home, I did my routine: crossed out the date today in my desk calendar. It dawned on me that TODAY is the 11th day of the month.

January 11 is so memorable for it was the 3rd or 4th break-up. Twas the day that while watching ASAP, I got SMS informing me the "di ko na kaya" message. It broke my heart. It left me with no choice but to let go. Twas Sunday then, while praying to God I summoned all the will not to ask him back. I surrendered everything to God. I may have cried during the celebration, but I went home with so much peace of mind and acceptance. Upon reaching my room, I turned my laptop on and wrote a very long letter. I think I posted that letter here. Well, it was basically about accepting his decisions and thanking him for everything. Then came morning, he called to wish me luck on my PE class. Twas also the day (Jan. 12) that I cried buckets of tears to Camile just before my NatSci class. I even sobbed harder when he texted me that Tony's playing "Bubbly" in his computer. Rar. Major torture!Then he asked me to give him another chance. I gladly said yes because that was my heart's wish. I cannot imagine life sans him---my world revolved around F.

A year after, that letter holds true. I am so much into you. In fact, I am smelling the anti-depressant bottle. Trying to relive the glorious days. I guess, I still do. It never went away. No amount of heartaches will ever reduce the intensity I had/have for you.

January 11 is your day---in my life.

Of Humility and Forgiveness

Yey me for I am still in complete attendance for my Sunday obligations. Haha. Kidding aside, it has always been automatic. Thanks F for rekindling my spiritual affinity. Kisses :)

This Sunday's sermon is about HUMILITY. And the birth of Jesus Christ is a good reminder for that virtue. Now, I realized that I've posted so much about my material stuff. According to Father, it (posting/bragging about possessions) widens the gap between those who can avail and cannot of the luxuries the world has to offer. Case in point: he was very pissed in one of the alumnus of St. Martin or ICSB for posting in his (alumnus) wall something like "Alam mo ba ang feeling ng gumagamit ng worth 30k na cellphone? Itanong mo sa akin". Father feels ashamed for having been one on this alumnus' mentor. Tsk. Way too show off.

And somehow, I feel guilty about this. In some ways, I had the tendencies of unintentionally brag about my stuff through blogging. I was always thoughtless and careless for I think that this blog is private. So oxymoron on itself, right? Haha. of course, some people will be able to access this. Voila! My thoughts are out/shared to that reader.

With humility comes forgiveness. Whenever "Our Father" is being sung, I am always almost in tears. The part: "And forgive us our sins as we forgive those sin against us" always makes me feel sad. Imagine that this is sang inTagalog thus you can feel the words no matter how arbitrary they are. If you are wondering why I am affected, answer to this is that I am awaiting for someone very significant to me to forgive me for all the heartaches and misgivings I had commited against him. I am trying to move on with life but the emotional baggage is too heavy to take 3 steps without lamenting on the falling out.

Someday, it'll come. And I'd be very glad to receive such. Surely, it'll make my journey less heavy and more worthwhile.

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A major God bless to me for I have business proposal with Ollie and Co's. manager at 10am tomorrow. I need outlets. Lots of them. Lord, help me. I am claiming my heart's desire tonight and so I'll say thank you in advance for I know that you will grant those. Amen.

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I am almost there. Very, very close. More happy days for me and RF! xoxo

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Because Ameel just tagged me in FB (she posted her Debut pics), can't help but notice that I am still wearing such bangs up to now. Hahaha. The old pic was 5 years ago. Imagine that! Yay.

RF

is love! Woot! Happy me.

:)

Lat night, i was a good job. Hahaha. It's Friday, and I am in love. Wink

Party

Had fun again. Better late than never.

50 more

Woot! 50 more days and it will be my 23rd. Ang bilis naman! Yay.

I am super happy today! Secret. Hahaha

Another Tuesday Love

Indeed. For Kuya Andy and Ate Jinkee :) After 13 years of being together, they are now engaged. Whoa, its all diamonds. Hahaha. Lucky her talaga.

Me watchin GG. Sayang, wala ng Prison Break, complete na sa ang Tuesday Love ko. Hahaha. And today is the 5th day of the year. Hmmmm. The thought’s making me smile. I miss, miss, miss RF!

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Confessed to Ken about how I feel towards RF. It wont hurt a little but Law schooling is coming soon.

Hello Work

Goodbye rest days, Hello work! Holidays are over and so work loads are starting to pile up again. Gee, I am not complaining. Hihihi. Tom will be my Marketing plan presentation and I have not started on my slides. Lazy me.

Monday pikunan with Lambert at Fitness First. Dude, I don't have the patience to wait. Never had. Tsk. I went to Trinoma all the way from San Juan because you were making drama about resigning from work. Tsk. You even asked me to draft your resignation letter and now you had the nerve to have kept me waiting. Tsk. Good thing I saw April at FX terminal to Bulacan. Tsk. Napauwi tuloy ako ng wala sa plano dahil sa inis.

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Guess who's excited for Tuesday Love tom? I am. Hahaha. See you tom, sunshine. Kuya Andy's wedding proposal tom. Love. Love. Love.

Epiphany

Today, we celebrate Epiphany and not the feast of the 3 Kings---according to our Parish priest, Father Monic.

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OMG! My heart is pounding like I did 30 minutes of RPM plus 30 minutes in thread mill. Gee, I can't believe it---I am literally and figuratively stalking again! Whoa, I don't know what happened to me but my fingers just typed in the letters (making excuses)and voila! I am in ______ pages and posts. Hahaha. You are so funny, sweetie. I am all the more missing you. You still amuse me up to this date.

Well, I stopped before heartaches consume me again. No more nega vibes for 2010. Rar. Akala ko naman kaya ko kasi. Grabe ah, I refrained myself from such about 4 months ago and on the 3rd day of the new year, I am back to this effin' habit.

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On the lighter note, Madi and I with 2 undecided friends will watch Ne-Yo's concert on Saturday. We are torn between Platinum and Gold tickets. Rar. Why does it have to that expensive. Tsk. I am not into music--never an audiophile. Only F made me listen to radio and download some female voices songs. And now, I am about to spend 4k for that concert. Grrr. If not for Madi's drama, I am sure that I will just be working my bootay out on Fitness First.

On the Second Day

*I was able to score 4 pairs of Crocs. Hahaha. Okay, I know I have blogged before that I am not to spend on shoes anymore but hello, that’s 30 something dollars only. Visit crocs.com for your own loots. And oh, one pair will be given to my kumare pala. Talking about being generous Lea. Wink!

*I had been very desperate to find Herbal Essences shampoo and conditioner in all upscale malls I have been to t(hese past months) only to come home empty handed. Gee, I had the biggest smile when Ate F told me about drugtore.com’s buy 1 and 50% off on the said hair care brand. And yes, I hoarded again. Gee, I am so excited that I want to take a bath right now. Hihihi.

*In consonance with Herbal Essences, I was able to buy myself some Queen Helene mask. That’s for my pimply marked face. Yikes! And for Coco’s shampoo and conditioner, too. Yay, his is more expensive than mine. Lucky puppy!

*Lastly (on shopping note), 6 new NYC bags has been carted for K to pay. Haha. I swear, I am not to buy bags in the next 4 years.

*Had my footsies groomed and pampered at a nearby spa (Tony’s).

*And I am finally to let go of my old Samsung u600. Just before NYE, I have deleted all the pics and messages and everything that reminds me of my greatest love. Well, some things do not last forever and so what is the point of holding on to memories? I just have to let go and move on. And today is the start!

Yey! I can sense that 2010 will also be my lucky year. Hahaha.

2010

You better be good or else...