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Wouldn't it be nice to have more zzzz? Darn, I hate to be awake in this wee hour of the day. I don't want to think of weak and irrelevant stuff. Rar. Mt subconscious is very busy again, reminding me that today is the 16th. Tsk.

And so, on what could have been our 16th, I am forgiving him and myself for the failed attempt. Everything that happened after the 21st are all forgiven now but of course, never forgotten. I couldn't be bitter for so long. No amount of conditioning will make me hate you. I still wish for your happy ending. I sincerely want you to be happy.

It feels so good to finally let go and move on from the ordeal.