Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Drama Never Ends

Samsung Star ringing...

Me: Oh bakit ka tumatawag?
Him: Nalaman ko na may mga video ako, paki-delete nalang.

Rewind two days ago...

april (1/31/2010 3:49:09 PM): may inupload akong video mo.hahahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:18 PM): video ko? kelan yan?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:25 PM): see for it
april (1/31/2010 3:49:27 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:32 PM): fb?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:43 PM): yes!
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:47 PM): i hate you
april (1/31/2010 3:49:53 PM): hahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:01 PM): i hate you
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:04 PM): gaga ka
april (1/31/2010 3:51:11 PM): love you too
april (1/31/2010 3:51:12 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:18 PM): ano ba yan? isusumpa ako ni architect
april (1/31/2010 4:02:25 PM): bakit naman?
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:56 PM): he hates me, remember?
april (1/31/2010 4:03:07 PM): ang OA naman niya
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:04:43 PM): ahaha. i dont know
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:12:42 PM): ligo na ako. mass na later

Rewind to yesterday...

In an SMS retaliation: "Stupid. How can I delete something I didn't upload myself?".

Today, around 3am...

Because I slept way too early than my bedtime, I woke up around 3:30 this morning. And so I checked my phone for SMS. There were several but one message sent a good morning message to my senses. Twas him again! Grrr. When will the drama ends? How many times do I have to tell you that I was just tagged? I told April to delete it but to no avail.

Honestly, there were no photos,link, videos of you prior to the uploading of that very big deal video of you singing. People have no time to talk about you, nor care. Aren't you getting conceited here?

You know what, I can't help but feel a bit sad about us. I remembered myself during the course of the relationship not asking/searching for information. I just waited for you to volunteer those. Never bothered to ask the names of the exes. Who you had sex with and likes. So my question now, why didn't you protect me for old time's sake? I knew you to be "madaldal" but volunteering info to people who don't even know me (like me getting sick) is something I had some reservations.

If there's one thing that worked for me in the past 6 months, it's an unsolicited advice I learned from Gossip Girl.

"What you don't know will not hurt you".

I learned to live by this. I stopped looking and searching because I don't want to regret what I may be able to find. So if you view my page, it is at your own risk. No one invited you there.

XOXO

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