in or out

From now on, I won't allow anyone or anything to disappoint me.
With 15k monthly allowance, i will budget it so that everyday I can buy happiness.
Yes, it is only by having new stuff that makes me happy.
Happiness now a days is so elusive.
You have to pay for it. It has a monetary value.
Maybe, it is just me but tis only thing that keeps me going.
Real pathetic. Tsk.
I am really tired and consumed.
I need a break.

I love myself more than anyone else.
I am selfish.
I am self centered.

This is me.
Accept me or leave me.
You have a choice