Garcia

Gee, he is tormenting me again. Tsk. He may have set my fixation for skin heads but it doesn't mean that I am open to open relationships. Hahaha. Alright, I had this huge crush on him when I was in 3rd year HS. Whole day SMS exchanges and late night phone calls lasted for 6 months--ended when summer came and I got too busy with our shop (as Pio fondly refers to our tindahan). Then Senior year came with no communication at all until I found out from Ingga that he and Melai were in a relationship sometime in October (Senior Year). From then on, I ignored him. Well, admittedly I was jealous and inis to Melai.

When Pio and I broke up on August of 2008, he then surfaced again. We even had few drinks in 10th then brought me home with his not so new car. Twas when he asked me if I am open to open relationships. Like no strings attached sort of thingy. I said no. He tried to kiss me but I veered away. No way!

And when I was in a relationship with F, he tried to hit on me again. He knows how I love star gazing so almost every chance he could have, he would call to say let's go sky watching in your roof deck. There were endless invites to go out of town with their barkada but were rejected of course because I have F then. I almost watched Transformers with him but Pio asked me too so I had to make excuses like something came up. I don't know what happened to me then but I had this growing fascination with P around May-June. Nevermind.

So for the whole month of February this year, we started talking (phone) and chatting again. Gee, I thought those were innocent SMS and PMs like "lapit na ng bday natin" so I thought of replying. Shit, I am threading a dangerous ground now. Why do I get kilig whenever we communicate? No, this can't be.

I am engaged to K.

I have promised RF that I'd be enrolling to UST Civil Law come June because he'd be pursuing Civil Eng in the same school too.

And now, Red's confession is bugging me. Lord, help!

On Rehab

I am trying to suppress my heart's desire to blog because I don't have wonderful things to say. My ego was brutally lambasted by some girl. Gee, maybe educated but not civilized. Buy some class. Try rhinoplasty :)

Eat you Heart Out in the coming days

Educated but not civilized---this is one liner that aptly describes someone like you.

Weng Weng

must try at jack's Loft

the night that was

pagod na

but catching up with romina ng. ang saya!

Late Drama

More than 6 months have passed. Tonight...I hear for the first time the same familiar voice that made me smile for years.

Woot. The bride is oh so excited. 16 more days!

Drama Never Ends

Samsung Star ringing...

Me: Oh bakit ka tumatawag?
Him: Nalaman ko na may mga video ako, paki-delete nalang.

Rewind two days ago...

april (1/31/2010 3:49:09 PM): may inupload akong video mo.hahahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:18 PM): video ko? kelan yan?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:25 PM): see for it
april (1/31/2010 3:49:27 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:32 PM): fb?
april (1/31/2010 3:49:43 PM): yes!
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:49:47 PM): i hate you
april (1/31/2010 3:49:53 PM): hahaha
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:01 PM): i hate you
kathryn (1/31/2010 3:51:04 PM): gaga ka
april (1/31/2010 3:51:11 PM): love you too
april (1/31/2010 3:51:12 PM): haha
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:18 PM): ano ba yan? isusumpa ako ni architect
april (1/31/2010 4:02:25 PM): bakit naman?
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:02:56 PM): he hates me, remember?
april (1/31/2010 4:03:07 PM): ang OA naman niya
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:04:43 PM): ahaha. i dont know
kathryn (1/31/2010 4:12:42 PM): ligo na ako. mass na later

Rewind to yesterday...

In an SMS retaliation: "Stupid. How can I delete something I didn't upload myself?".

Today, around 3am...

Because I slept way too early than my bedtime, I woke up around 3:30 this morning. And so I checked my phone for SMS. There were several but one message sent a good morning message to my senses. Twas him again! Grrr. When will the drama ends? How many times do I have to tell you that I was just tagged? I told April to delete it but to no avail.

Honestly, there were no photos,link, videos of you prior to the uploading of that very big deal video of you singing. People have no time to talk about you, nor care. Aren't you getting conceited here?

You know what, I can't help but feel a bit sad about us. I remembered myself during the course of the relationship not asking/searching for information. I just waited for you to volunteer those. Never bothered to ask the names of the exes. Who you had sex with and likes. So my question now, why didn't you protect me for old time's sake? I knew you to be "madaldal" but volunteering info to people who don't even know me (like me getting sick) is something I had some reservations.

If there's one thing that worked for me in the past 6 months, it's an unsolicited advice I learned from Gossip Girl.

"What you don't know will not hurt you".

I learned to live by this. I stopped looking and searching because I don't want to regret what I may be able to find. So if you view my page, it is at your own risk. No one invited you there.

XOXO

barking at the wrong tree

Maybe tomorrow I'll said my piece, but for now, I am plain sleepy to argue. You know what, there's no warrant to your claims, more so of prima facie. So don't argue with me. You and I are irrelevant already. You made your choice. I respected yours. And I am so happy for you.

But I don't regret retaliating a while back. More so calling you stupid. Common sense, how can you delete something you didn't upload yourself? Not unless if you hacked the account. And that reminded me about "One Sweet(s) Night" album I had with Lamby which was deleted. And my puppy love album's title changed.